- O -
March 20 | 2026
O is the spiral, the wholeness of our lived experiences. It is everlasting truth. O is the mirror facing each one of us, displaying our joys, our wonders, as well as our fear. I created this collection out from a feeling of doubt transitioning into something greater within me, a space bigger than who I've believed myself to be. Love that was given, but never wasted because it was honest. Hope that fueled the embers underneath solid rock. One day I started to feel the earth disintegrate from the soles of my feet. I felt like I was to lose everything that I had fallen in love with. Life's vibrancy started to wilt away, and it was beyond anything I could take control of. That feeling of defeat taught me something I didn't know that I had - a louder voice, a ferocious fight to continue on. Some of us lose it all in order to understand our power. This album is a memoir of my endurance.
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i is the introduction of the album, sending you through a reverie of experiences with someone who I consider my family and closest friend. During the time of the writing of this song, I felt that mine and their dynamic together was about to shift in a major direction, and that after a decade of sharing this life and routine we created was going to become separate journeys. That feeling was correct, and we became living two completely different lives apart - probably for the first time. New phases of life can be exciting and this was, but there will always be grief that comes with that excitement. We were moving on from a decade's worth of continuation. We were no longer going to see each other every waking day, go on our silly adventures, and have our moments talking about any and everything under the sun. That feeling struck a nerve within my gut saying that life is about to change - and it was undeniably uncomfortable to live with. i is a container of life shared with this wonderful human who I love.
Keeper is another portal of a past version of myself. A much younger one who didn't understand at the time of what she was being robbed of, her potential. Growing up in the environments that I used to call home set the mindset I was constantly under - I wouldn't live to see eighteen. I would never make it out alive. As I grow older, I try and really celebrate myself during each birthday. Thanking my younger selves who felt so hopeless during their time for choosing to survive. This song is about understanding what's yours to keep. Nothing could ever take away what's yours to keep.
Nirvana was the first song produced on the album. It is a longer meditation track, and is an early turning point in this eight-part musical journey. Most of my works are based on emotions that are or have been processed throughout my life, and Nirvana was the most uncertain but simultaneously calming feeling I've ever experienced. I had so much freedom that I didn't understand what to do with. I was happy on my own. I had just gotten myself out of a deep and depressive hole and coming out of that felt like a rebirth. This song is triumphant.
Parhelia is a state of being I strive to remain in. I feel my lightest and at my highest inner-frequency when my nervous-system aligns with the sound of this piece. I composed this song during a cat-sitting gig during August of 2025. I recorded the owners wind chimes out in her backyard, as well as her cat's water-bowl, and arranged the rest during production.
Onward starts off the later half of the album. A cinematic soundscape telling the story of a fight for justice, and hopes for peace. There is something diabolical happening at all times, and it's all around us. Genocides, abuse, discrimination. Power games over people's lives. This song is a protest.
The Incoming Spring feels like new beginnings. Spring is a time for becoming just like nature. We evolve in such ways that it feels we're stepping into a new bloom. We have a chance at something beautiful again.
Time is the intro to closing this journey. Recollecting all of the events that took place during the duration of the album.
O closes the album with a strong sense of melancholy. The snake has shed its skin once more, and we must continue the journey while we navigate the unknown.
- (I Have) So Much To Say -
Letter J
April 28 | 2026
Vulvexx is featured on Letter J's debut album (I Have) So Much To Say, produced by Kamen Ross and distributed through the label Citizens' Loft. She helped co-write their songs Pinecrest and Back To The Water, and even collaborated on Pinecrest by composing a three-minute long outro for the track.
